26.11.09
Scott, aka Debaserxx
Last week, the team assembled on a clear, bright saturday morning in Clerkenwell, London, for our third day of shooting interviews for the Teens' Speech film.
Our filming team is made up of the director, Virginia, the cameraman, Will, sound engineer, Steven, studio manager, Candy (yes, Candy), project manager Claire, social outreach manager, Ollie and myself.
I feel like the film is in the very capable hands of our director, but at the same time I need to be sure that we're doing everything we can to deliver the film we promised.
A big part of this is ensuring our webcam contributors are included in the Teens' Speech documentary. Today we have some young people who, after uploading videos to our YouTube channel, were invited to appear in the film.
One of them, Scott (aka Debaserxx), is late. Public transport in London is in chaos as many tube lines are down for maintenance. It's been an endless kick in the teeth to weekend commuters in London and it doesn't look like it's going to end anytime soon.
Anyway, our man is caught up in it. The clock is ticking, the bright sky has given way to a luminous rainswept twilight and with 5 or 6 interviews already in the bag, this is pushing our schedule back beyond our agreed wrap time of 7pm.
He finally turns up. Quiet, nervous, friendly. We usher him onto our 'set' - a small, extremely well lit black box, with a small flourescent green plastic chair positioned in the middle. I like the look of it there, illuminated by the professional lights. Its simplicity and mundanity has a kind of power to it and the muffled silence of the room lends it a confessional quality.
Our director, Viriginia, talks Scott through the process while Steven sorts out the sound; she'll ask some questions, he needs to look directly into the camera and maintain eye contact after every question to help us in the edit. He acknowledges this and nervously laughs to himself.
He's in a black box, looking directly at a camera, surrounded by three strangers and about to be asked some rather penetrating questions. Why wouldn't he be nervous? I'd be nervous.
And so the camera rolls and the questions start.
Obviously, I'll give nothing away here, but what I will tell you, what I'm happy to tell you is that something quite extraordinary and powerful happened during that interview. I felt like I was in the presence of the purest kind of unadulterated, heartfelt honesty. It was a humbling experience and I felt an enormous sense of privilege being in that room with Scott.
I guess on Christmas Day,when the film goes out on Myspace we all have the chance to be sit in that room and experience something quite special. I hope so.